Hmmm…it’s been long since I’ve been thinking of what ‘direction’ this blog should go in. Today…I finally decided to make it my online diary. Of course it will be utter stupidity to put down every thing that I think of for the world to see. But then – I am well known for that trait.

Its early morn now and there ain’t much to write about for today, except for that I did my laundry at 8 in the morning. That was after I took a walk with a bruised leg that hurt like hell.
Why the self-torture?
Well, I was angry, and I still am – and I love to put myself into test when I’m angry. Good that I have just the perfect place to loose myself and vent out everything inside me today…the Sepultura concert! Just the perfect mood to go for a Heavy Metal show. Right now ‘Desperate Cry’ is literally blasting off my sound box. Feels good.

Now why am I angry?...or am I actually angry?
I don’t know.
Maybe I’m just a bit hurt. But being angry seems much easier than being hurt. Don’t ya think? If you’re hurt, you’re actually admitting that someone else has control over your life. I don’t like the idea of someone’s actions having any effect on my mood. But the fact that I am angry, also indicate the same thing.
Maybe the control of my life is no longer in my hands…no matter how fucked up my life was while it was.

They say there’s a song for every situation. I am a firm believer. Right now, I am ‘Its been a while’ by Stained.

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There were so many great ideas that I had when I decided to start this entirely new blog. But now…after I got quite a decent name “freaky journal” all the great (mind the bold and italics) ideas seem to have evaporated!

So what is this blog gonna be? “Whatever it may be…but it should not be directionless” – Tradaptor’s wise advice. Hmmm….thats true. But again…for a guy, who have been directionless all his life, maintaining a singular direction of a blog seems to be quite a daunting task!!! Come on…how is it possible to keep on thinking and writing ‘in the same direction’?

So whatever it may be…this is the first post. I am keeping all my options open. I’ll write whatever I feel like…serious stuff, stupid stuff…and extremely stupid stuff. Things that I care about, things that I really don’t care about…call this my li’l black book. (Are guyz supposed to keep black book?...that too a self proclaimed Metal head…I dunno…and I don’t give a shit)

Whatever this turns out to be…I am glad that I have written enough to publish as my first post…tada…there you are!
Until the next one…

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